Below are the 13 most recent journal entries recorded in rodeokitty16's LiveJournal:

Saturday, February 11th, 2006
5:48 pm	OK...so last night was AWSOME!! Jamy and lil Jess came over and we chilled for a lil while, then we went shopping. Then we came back here, and chilled. THen Greg came over. We were gonna watch a movie, but Jamy had to go home, so, me, lil Jess and Greg went and got hiiiiigh! lol THen dropped Jess off at home, and me and greg came back here, and i passed out, so he left. And then tonight i'm goin to Jamy's dance. WE"RE GONNA HAVE SO MUCH FUN!! OMg...i just met her and she's AWSOME!! Good friendship i think coming! lol Well i gotta go and get sexified more...Later ya'lls!! Current Mood: excited Current Music: *i'll take ya to the candy shop* (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 8th, 2006
6:42 pm	BLAH HHmm....well things have been interesting lately. I really like MIke, but i HATE how it's soooo concerned about his self image. We actually got in a fight over it too. But other than that, he's the biggest sweetheart ever, but i dont think he wants to date me, just "hang" out sometimes. He says he wants to get to know me, but yet, he never wants to talk about things, just "watch movies". Which i dont mind too much, but idk. But yet, i still love Fernando. I try to move on and let things go...but they're like stuck in concrete in my heart. I talked to him the other night and he said "we may go and date other people, but you know we're gonna end up gettin married after it all" Just when i thought i was gettin away, i get SUCKED right back in! lol I met another guy, and he wants to take me horseback riding, he's not the greatest lookin, but shit, free horseback riding!! lol But he seems nice, he really likes me too, and we've only been talkin a week and never met yet! lol And then Aimee is tryin to get me to hook up with her bf's friend. I guess he thinks i'm hot or w/e! lol All these boys now, and theres only one i wanna be with, but i dont think wants to be with me. (mikey) So much to think about...... Current Mood: confused Current Music: smokin in the boys room (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 5th, 2006
2:58 am	WOW! AWSOMENESS!! ok well i had a fuckin AWSOME DAY!!! I got to see the two people i love the most!! lol But i'm headed to bed cuz i'm fuckin tired and sore! lol I'll update tomorrow...PE@CE biiiiiitches!! Current Mood: chipper Current Music: ROMPE ROMPE ROMPE (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 3rd, 2006
4:22 pm	Yo, this is the mother fuckin update!! lol Alrighty, well Mikey came over last night and WOW!! I think i'm starting to like him! We just layed there and watched "the Corpse bride" And he asked me if i'd ever consider being his girlfriend...OF COURSE!! lol And i just found out he's one of my old crushes older brother! WOW! Its a small world! lol And he's coming over tonight and i have no clue what we're doing. He wants to stay here and watch a movie, but i wanna go out and see a movie! lol But i'll update ya'll later what happens tonight. Of course i'm gonna be good ya'll....what makes you think i'll be bad?? hehehe Current Mood: cant wait till Mikey gets here Current Music: "instigator" by Kaci Brown (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
6:00 pm	one more I have no clue what i'm doing this weekend. Mikey wants to chill, but idk yet. I'm starting to have these feelings come back for *nameless*, not that they really ever left. I have no clue whats going on through my head and heart. They're battling emotions out right now! lol But if anyone has any ideas for this weekend, gimme a shout! Current Mood: i dont know man! Current Music: *dont want no short dick men* (1 Comment |Comment on this)
5:52 pm	Doing good..... Haven't updated in a while!! Well last weekend was FUCKIN AWSOME!!! Well friday after school me and fernando hung out, then kinda got in a fight that night. So i went to my new buddy's frat party! OMG!! I've never been to a party with that many people there before...HOLY SHIT!! But my guy friend is Mikey, we hung out at the party for a while then came back to my house and chilled. Good times Good times!! lol Well then early saturday morning raven came and picked me and up and went to Fernando's basketball game, then drove around, and picked up Jen and went back to my house and they got HIIIIIGH!! lol Lots of pictures! Then we went and made PANCAKES!!! lol Then we went and drove around and smoked. OMG I WAS SOOOOO SOOOOO HIIIIIIGH!! lol Then we went to interskate. After that we went to Mikey's frat party again, but him and raven didn't really get along so me and her left and went to the bowling alley, where someone stole raven's phone! THen came back to my house and passed out! THen sunday morning we went and picked up Fernando and went to the mall where we hung out for HOURS!! lol Well that was the shortcut version of my weekend!! School's gone by fast...TASHA'S BACK IN SCHOOL NOW! YAY!!!! I got sculpture class now, so im excited about that. I'll do good in one class this year atleast! lol Me and fernando are good friends now. We chilled for a lil while today, just laughing about old times. GOOD TIMES GOOD TIMES!!! WEll thats that for now. Current Mood: hahahehehehaha Current Music: *Ya gotta lick it, before ya stick it* hehehe (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, January 20th, 2006
4:09 pm	ITS FINALLY THE WEEKEND!!! OMG...ok tonight i'm HOPEFULLY goin to raven's if my mom decides to be nice! lol Goin in the hot tuuuuuub! lol And then tomorrow i have to go shopping with my mom in albany and we HAD BETTER be back by 7 cuz i am goin to interskate88 and gonna have a FUCKING blast!! I'm tryin to get as many ppl as i can go. And then afterwards...PARTY UP WITH RAVEN!!! lol *GIRLS*GONE*WILD* hehehe Idk what we're doin yet, but i know we'll be makin trouble!! lol And John's suppose to be coming this weekend too...he better get his hot model ass up here. I haven't talked to him yet sooo idk. Anyways, gotta get cleaning.... Oh yeah, almost got in a fight today with Fernando...i didnt hit him...but BOY I SHOULD HAVE!!! And he tried starting shit after school too! WTF!! lol LATER YA'LLS!! Current Mood: excited Current Music: *girls gone wild* by Travis Tritt (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 19th, 2006
12:23 am	EXCITED!!! OKAY i CANNOT wait till this weekend. First, i'm goin to have a FREAKIN blast with Raven!! Two, ya'll remember my friend John who was really sick before...i put his pic up on here? Well he's doin really good now and is finally coming up for the weekend...hopefully! lol AHHH its only thursday! lol Anyways, i'm not speaking with Fernando. Fuck that shit...aint gonna be played with no more. And me and Brett are doin pretty good, we still talk a lot. But we agree'd on waitin till this summer to date. Cuz he's moving back too hopefully. Even if we have a gf or bf when he gets here, we'll break up with whoever so we can date. Or i might just stay single and wait till he gets here. It'd be worth the wait i think! Anyways, i'm off to bed....i'm soo excited for this weekend!! Current Mood: anxious Current Music: REMEDY *seether* (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 15th, 2006
10:32 am	almost here Hey, well guess what ya'll? Me and Brett broke up last night! Because people cant keep to their own fucking business. Every fucking time i get happy, someone has to snatch it away from me! He said we could go back out when he gets here for the summer. OH yeah, lets date for two months and break up, thats fun! But then he told me he's moving back here too..soooo idk now man. I guess i'll just keep single...wait i guess. Wait for those long hot days to start rolling around the corner. Anyways, i went to Interskate88 last night and had A FUCKING BLAST!! (thanx ya'll) Danced my ass off! Ya know what, i think thats why i have no ass...cuz i always dance it off! lol Lost my voice too! lol oh, there was this HOT guy there i so wanted to dance w/ (name is joe i think) but i was kinda shy! lol And then i got home, and all that happened w/ Brett, and then i talked to Fernando all night just about things (BUZZER!! lol) Anyways, i'm gonna go catch some breakfast and try to make some plans for today....later ya'll! Current Mood: blank Current Music: *the screams of my heart* (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, January 13th, 2006
1:05 pm	oh WOW Well i had an interesting conversation with Jeniece last night..ohhh is she a dead bitch. She came right out and told me that shes got 2 bf's, and that shes only dating Fernando for the sex. Now, i'm only Fernando's friend right now, but people dont fuck with my friends like that. And then i talked to Fernando and he told me and Jeniece that he's really sick and could be dating. I cried my eyes out, Jeniece didn't give to shits! I'm not only mad at her, but i'm not too happy with Fernando. I told her how she was in the beginning when he first met her. And then the fact that he would date her right after me, when he told me he was only dating her to "teach me a lesson." The only lesson it taught was was how much i meant to him, which obviously was nothing. And after i showed him the conversation i had with Jeniece, i'm like "i think its you that was taught the lesson in this one" I mean he acted like he didn't even care with that whole Jeniece situation. And then he saw Brett's pics on my binder and practically punched my binder and said "you dont worry about me, yourself and him is the only ones you should be worrying about". I mean people are asking me why i'm worrying about him after all he did to me...i know im crazy. But he is still my friend, and a big part of my life, and i'm not gonna let some lil slut fuck w/ my friends! Anyways...last night was FUN talkin to Brett! lol I showed him a lil suntin suntin and he was just like OMFG!! lol I cant wait to see him again! He really needs to talk to his mom about spring break though. I've already asked my mom if he could come w/ us to Myrtle Beach and she said its ok, he just needs to pay for his shit and w/e. But my mom still doesn't know if shes goin or not, so if not, Brett, Tasha, and I, and if Tasha brings someone..are gonna go down to Myrtle Beach. So that'll be a blast. But i gotta see him soon or i'm gonna go crazy! lol I just want another hug and kiss! lol Well class is ending...write more later when i get home.... Current Mood: idk what i am Current Music: some hard core rock music playin from stickdeath.com (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 12th, 2006
1:30 pm	BORDEM OKay.....i'm mad now...i just wrote a long ass entry and only half of it posted...WTF!! So dont read that one! lol Current Mood: giggly Current Music: *listening to vix and keisha talk about dogs* (Comment on this)
1:30 pm	BORDEM HEY YA'LL!! Its 7th period right now, in study hall BORED OUTTA MY MIIIIIIND! lol So yeah come to update on the Fernando situation. Well he finally talked to me last night, but after what i found out, i kinda wish i hadn't called. He told me that the reason why hes dating Jeniece right after me was to teach me a lesson. A lesson on what? The only lesson i learned is that i and our relationship meant nothing! He said it was because he wasnt too happy that i was hanging out with Brett...so what? I hung out with one guy! He hangs out with all these girls, and i cant hang out with one of my friends? fuck that! And then he told me that he didn't fuck her...that seems a little hard to believe. But w/e..its all in the past now, i've moved on and i'm a hell of a lot happy! lol Hope he's happy!!! Anyways,I cant wait to see Brett too!! Miss him so much! Hopefully if i can go to prom, i'm gonna bring him as a guest. *sings* Do a lil dance, make a lil love. GET DOWN TONIGHT! uh huh uh huh GET DOWN TONIGHT* lol DONT ASK...BORED hehe Current Mood: giggly Current Music: *listening to vix and keisha talk about dogs* (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
4:23 pm	oh damn! long time, catching up Hey guys!! I haven't been on here in a LONG ASS time. And i finally just found my login information. So i guess i could catch ya'll up on some news! Well as i'm sure most of you know, me and Fernando are done! Omg...yeah! lol I thought that day would never come though, never wanted it to. People would tell me all this shit about him, but i wouldn't listen. I wanted to be with him forever. Things were on the rocks in the beginning, and they ended on the rocks. We went through a lot. I still miss some of the great times we had. Just doing nothing. I still really want to be friends with him..i mean after all the shit and good times we went through, i dont just never want to not talk to him again. I still want him in my life forever, even if it is just friends. But he's got his new gf now, so i guess he's happy which is good. I wish i was the one that could've made him happy, but i guess, shit happens. Funny how someone could say they're so in love with you, and yet move on so fast..so i guess since he is, i will also so i have a new bf now so i'm pretty happy. I dont get to see him as much as i want, cuz he lives in CALIFORNIA!! lol His name is Brett Bettiol...yes he's related to Brooke Bettiol..thats his cousin. Met him online while he was here in oneonta. He use to live here, but moved to cali w/ his mom.(His pictures are on my binder if ya wanna see what he looks like.HOLY HOTNESS! lol) So we hung out a couple times and had a BLAST!! We went to the movies to see "Wolf Creek" which SUCKED! I went tubing with him and his family and froze my ass off! lol But it was fun! He's crazy too! He took his jacket and shirt off, only wearing his boots pants and a wife beater and went down the hill! We get to the bottom and he's like "damn, i'm cold" DUH DIPSHIT! lol And he came over and we just talked all night. It was my last time seeing him, boy did i want to kiss him!! lol It was so cute though cuz he was always so nervous around me! lol I MISS HIM SOOO MUCH!!! But hopefully i get to see him in april. If he can, he's goin to myrtle beach w/ me, tasha and her bf. OMG are we gonna have a fucking blast!! PARTAY CENTRAL! lol And then he comes here for the summer and he lives like 3 minutes down the road too, so i'll get to see him like everyday! Go fishing and fourwheeling and w/e else! Lets hope this one lasts!! THats all i need is another heartbreak after the last one i had! Brett's a great guy though, too bad he's not graduating this year, cuz he told me when he graduates, hes moving back to NY. Well i'm gonna get going now, gonna redo my room and organize everything. Time for something new! BBL Current Mood: chipper Current Music: BOOT SCOOTIN BOOGIE!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)